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May 25

Wee bit …

Scared. Yup I will finally admit it. I’m scared because with in the last 2 months I’ve had 2 kidney stones and I’m in the process of passing a third. My diabetes seems to be getting worse, but my blood pressure is better. I’m worried because diabetics are at higher risk of kidney problems and I’m at a double risk because of a medication I’m on that can cause kidney stones.

I feel that at 25 I shouldn’t have 5 specialist not including my PCP. I hope soon things will get better. For now I just have to keep doing what my doctors tell me to do, so I can hopefully get better soon. I think I will always be scared, diabetes is a life long battle and for the first time in my life I have accepted that it won’t be going away. I have to accept it and move on and try to take control over this and learn to live with it.

So, I’m scared.. But I’m willing to change to try and get healthier.

May 24
A very faint rainbow #beauty #nature #rainbow

A very faint rainbow #beauty #nature #rainbow

May 19
Carls diner in Oxford! #breakfast #baconextravaganza #hiddeneggs #foods #noms #baconlover #deliciousness

Carls diner in Oxford! #breakfast #baconextravaganza #hiddeneggs #foods #noms #baconlover #deliciousness

May 04
zodiaccity:

Describing Libra…..Revamped.

zodiaccity:

Describing Libra…..Revamped.

May 04
May 04
lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

(Source: lets-party69)

Apr 06
Mar 30

Bitter sweet

So I am being trained for as an assistant supervisor.. Figured I’d be happy right? Wrong. I’ve wanted this position for ever but it comes at a cost.. Can’t go to my friends wedding shower and I will no longer have Tuesdays off, so I’ll never be able to see josh until the middle of May when I switch with my co-worker. I’m giving up so much for a job that makes me so depressed. I just don’t know what to do. I’m at a loss for words. I guess it’s bitter sweet, because I’m gaining more responsibility but I’m losing out on so much more. I’m ready to cry because I’m so stressed out. I just hope it gets better because if it doesn’t idk how my mentality will be.

Feb 11
Breakfast was so good! Couldn’t finish it all but holy bacon!

Breakfast was so good! Couldn’t finish it all but holy bacon!

Feb 11
Feb 04

angrydragon90:

sneakyneko:

other-worlds:

self-starter-mistaken-desires:

squid -__-

ok but cats really do have that look in their eyes when they wanna attack they have a specific look

Yep, and stupid me is like “Is that murder in your eyes, kitty?” C’MERE!” -petpetpetMAULED-

Oh man I love when I see the shift in Felony’s eyes to I love you into I am going to take off your arm because it’s fun!

Lmfao so true

(Source: catsbeaversandducks)

Jan 09

ghnfennn said: please unfollow me

I unfollowed you sorry for the inconvenience

Dec 11

Tempting a sharpened fate

Everything starts spinning out of control as it has before,
You want to ask for help but you just hide from all you see.
The memories of the cold blade gliding across the skin,
Slice of relief when will it begin?
You wait and ponder of the decision you’re about to make,
Wonder if it’s wrong or if it’s fate.

You decide to put the blade down
Remembering the good you have seen since the last time…
You’ve stopped once before.
You didn’t give in!
Today will be no different because the blade will never win!

Nov 04
zodiaccity:

Zodiac signs as a beverage - Libra, Cocktails.

zodiaccity:

Zodiac signs as a beverage - Libra, Cocktails.

Nov 03

quote Truth: I’m a huge sap, and I secretly watch love stories..
Fact: I’ll deny it with every last breath in my body.

— ALSD