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So I am being trained for as an assistant supervisor.. Figured I’d be happy right? Wrong. I’ve wanted this position for ever but it comes at a cost.. Can’t go to my friends wedding shower and I will no longer have Tuesdays off, so I’ll never be able to see josh until the middle of May when I switch with my co-worker. I’m giving up so much for a job that makes me so depressed. I just don’t know what to do. I’m at a loss for words. I guess it’s bitter sweet, because I’m gaining more responsibility but I’m losing out on so much more. I’m ready to cry because I’m so stressed out. I just hope it gets better because if it doesn’t idk how my mentality will be.
Breakfast was so good! Couldn’t finish it all but holy bacon!
Yep, and stupid me is like “Is that murder in your eyes, kitty?” C’MERE!” -petpetpetMAULED-
ok but cats really do have that look in their eyes when they wanna attack they have a specific look
Oh man I love when I see the shift in Felony’s eyes to I love you into I am going to take off your arm because it’s fun!
Lmfao so true
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ghnfennn said: please unfollow me
I unfollowed you sorry for the inconvenience
Tempting a sharpened fate
Everything starts spinning out of control as it has before,
You want to ask for help but you just hide from all you see.
The memories of the cold blade gliding across the skin,
Slice of relief when will it begin?
You wait and ponder of the decision you’re about to make,
Wonder if it’s wrong or if it’s fate.
You decide to put the blade down
Remembering the good you have seen since the last time…
You’ve stopped once before.
You didn’t give in!
Today will be no different because the blade will never win!
Truth: I’m a huge sap, and I secretly watch love stories..
Fact: I’ll deny it with every last breath in my body.
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Resilience throughout Life…
Lately life has been really great, minus some bad days here or there… It truly baffles me that I have a hard time accepting positive things going on.. I’ve always had good moments followed by nightmares that have shadowed most of my life. I’m still looking over my shoulder waiting for the nightmare to come back… Because I’ve never had a break from pushing back, when the world knocks me on my ass…
When do I stop expecting things to fall apart and accept the fact good things are happening? I suppose I should recondition my way of thinking, but that’s easier said than done.
I’ve been fighting for so long, I don’t know what a break is.. After 25 years of pushing through life because it was the only way to not break down, being able to stop pushing for even a moment is foreign. I am resilient and it’s a characteristic I never want to lose. Now it’s time to practice acceptance and optimism … If the shadow does return, I better have my batteries for my flashlight and get ready push back but only when the time comes.
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