- society: Everyone's beautiful.
- society: Don't eat though, you don't want to get fat.
- society: You don't eat? Anorexic freak!
- society: You're a size 4? You're supposed to be a size 0!
- society: You're an A cup? What are you, 8?
- society: You're a C cup? That's my mums size.
- society: You had sex?! Slut!
- society: You haven't had sex? Hah, you're frigid!
- society: You don't think you're pretty? Attention seeker!
- society: You think you're pretty? Conceited much?
- society: You believe in gay rights? Homo!
- society: You don't believe in gay rights? Homophobic dickhead!
- society: You're depressed? Attention seeker!
- society: You cut yourself? Still attention seeking!
- society: You can't go on? How much attention do you want?!
- -someone kills themself-
- society: Oh, they were so beautiful! Society sucks!
6 years and time to say so long …
I’ve been at this establishment for 6 years. Through the ups and downs I was here at this school. I guess it’s a bitter sweet finish. I can be proud I am graduating with not one but two degrees, in criminal justice and communications concentrating in culture. I have accomplished a lot. Tomorrow I get an award for showing diversity and I get to proudly display it at graduation and I got outstanding classroom citizenship as well.
On this journey I have gained friends and lost some as well but the memories of all the good times will for ever be embedded within my memory. I wouldn’t trade this college experience for anyone else’s. Mistakes had to be made so I could learn and grow, so they were more like life lessons. I am grateful for the people who I can still rely on and who where there through the tough times.
I can say even though I’ve made fun of this school countless times, it will always be a home. In 4 days I leave until tuesday, then Tuesday I move in for senior fest. 11 days from today I will be walking across the stage getting my diplomas for this 6 year journey I have made toward adult hood.
After graduation, I have about 1 month until I start my job as girls division director, within that one month span I might be moving. It’s a lot of change and I may not know if I’m fully ready for it, but I’ll never know until I try. Once camp is done, I will be looking for a full time or two part time jobs.
Thank you Westfield state college for the ups and downs and this bitter sweet end to a college career. Hello real world hear I come, timid but I will make my mark on the world someday and in some way. Just watch!
ALSD
So long, I bid you ado
But, I finally got my stolen heart back from you.
You may not expect this
But I only wish for you the best.
This isn’t see you later, its Goodbye for forever
Spring Break 2012
I can honestly say that this was the best spring break I have ever had! I got to spend a lot of time with my brother, nieces and nephew. I loved every minute of it. I am really sad my brother has to go, but I the time I spent made up for it. He’ll be back in September or maybe later but when the Army calls you have to go. I’ll miss you booger butt but I love you! <3
Thoughts and feeling of Turmoil and despair Why has all this begun to sink in? Mind full of racing with arguments and notions,
Are all things that I breathe in the air?
Upset , lonely and hearing no sound
Searching for the old me, that wants be found.
Hard to believe, I committed a sin.
Who am I? Where do I fit in?
Where does this story even begin?
Body feeling a million different emotions
I long for thoughts that once belong to me
I long to be myself, once known as, AprilMarie.
Tormented between being proud and sad
Very happy I’ve been able to spend time with my brother before he is back in Missouri for 6 months or more. Knowing he won’t be at my graduation, makes me upset, but I know it’s because he’s preparing the rookie troops for the adventures they may face in the future. And for that I know I can’t not be too upset. I guess overall I am sad but proud of my brother. I know he wants to be there but sometimes there are more important matters at hand and this just happens to be one of them. So for now I’ll spend time with him because after this week I won’t see him until September/October if I’m lucky. I love him a lot because he’s my booger butt older brother Brad and I’m proud of him.
Surprise sex is the best thing to wake up to, accept if you’re in prison
People today
People and their ignorance never ceases to amaze me. I find it comical how people run their mouths on things they know nothing about. I love life :)
Darryl its days like today when I wake from dreaming of you cuz we were hanging that makes me miss you. I wonder what it would have been like to hang out with you but I’ll never know. I miss you buddy RIP
more original content. cant wait to go back to school tomorrow!!!!
i agree can’t wait til tomorrow!


